#uncut

This was Vivian, trapped in the body of a boy. This is her story. #uncut. A confrontational and poetic music theatre performance about identity, memory, and transition.

Renske Vrolijk's uncut with Nederlands Kamerkoor (© Melle Meivogel)
Renske Vrolijk’s uncut with the Nederlands Kamerkoor (© Melle Meivogel)

‘In the touching production #uncut Renske Vrolijk lets her inner struggle echo in music.’

– (★★★★★ – De Volkskrant)

About the performance

The confrontational and poetic performance #uncut tells the story of Vivian, a trans woman, or just… a woman. Who gets to decide? She looks back on a transition that was not only brave but also raises new questions. After a long process of psychological evaluation and medical procedures, she is now who she wanted to be. Or is she? The question “You must be happy now, right?” is one she hears all too often, but is it true? What is she to do with her past and the old photographs? Who was she then, and who is she now?

Three Voices, One Soul

The performance follows the inner struggle of the adult Vivian, who tries to ignore her past and transition. Her personality is split into three conflicting alter egos: the dreaming child who wants to keep her soprano voice, the rebellious teenager struggling with her voice breaking, and her adult self. As the choir acts as her inner demons, asking probing questions, Vivian is confronted with the heartbreaking loss of her voice and the memories she tried to forget.


For performers

Instruments:

SATB, S, M, T,
bn, db, h-org, perc,
ssax, asax,
tsax, barsax

Duration:

87′

Year:

2020

Premiere:

24 May 2022
O. Festival
De Doelen
Rotterdam

Category:

opera/
music theatre

Language:

English

Lyricist:

Wendela de Vos

Are you interested in performing this work? Please contact my publisher.


Renske’s sheet music
is published by Deuss Music.

I am like any other & Please God, Not This

Scenes 4 and 5

Vivian is in denial of being different. Although she is functioning normally, the people around her are starting to ask questions about her background. “Psst Vivian, say something!”

RVsmile · Uncut – 4 & 5 – I am like any other and Please God, Not This

Dreaming of later on & Voice Breaking

Scenes 9 and 10

The child Vivian dreams about a future in which everything will be right. When she wakes up tomorrow her hopes are that ‘she will be who she is’, and that she will always be able to sing. The cynical adolescent Vivian knows that this dream will be nothing but a nightmare, while the adult Vivian has lost her voice. She only sings with her ‘internal’ voice, for the rest she is unable to sing. We listen back with her to the moment of her voice breaking.

RVsmile · Uncut – 9 & 10 – Dreaming and Voice Breaking

This Storm is not approaching from over the Sea

Scène 21

Vivian is in a hospital bed, dazed by tranquillisers. She is waiting for her Big Operation. The choir sings about her calmness, that is anything but calmness.

RVsmile · Uncut – 21 – This Storm is not approaching from over the Sea

Nederlands Kamerkoor
BL!NDMAN [sax] saxophone quartet
ORBI – The Oscillating Revenge of the Background Instruments

Krista Audere

dirigent

Eline Welle

mezzo-soprano
Vivian adult

William Knight

tenor
Vivian adolescent

Syl Bech
Amélie Knape
Irene Kortlever

cild soprano
Vivian kind*

*wisselende bezetting, uit solistenklas Nationale Koren

Renske Vrolijk

idea and composition

Annechien Koerselman

concept

Wendela de Vos

libretto

SMITH
Lise Bruyneel

visuals

Tido Visser

staging/direction

Recording live performance at Muziekgebouw Amsterdam on 25 May 2022